Times....

Dere r times wen u jst don't feel anything. You don't feel anything. You probe your heart for some feeling but it just doesn't come. When the feelings get so dried up you even try to feel bad but there is just no reason. You try to be angry at but again fall short of a reason. You are not even 'happy' living. But you are just satisfied and so comfortable.

I feel my worst nightmare has just come true. The words which i used to hate have finally got me. I am slowly becoming 'satisfied'. That hunger seems to be petering away leaving a big void in my life. I am having dreamless nights. No longer when i pray to god i ask for something. I just don't know.

I have just realized i need to get out of this phase. I need to become hungry again.
Come on YV.......